Jos.was.here.

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Hi people, after today's incident of nearly toppling the whole spoon tray of the dessert's shop, I have decided to tie my hand up wherever I go to minimize the risk of causing some incidents that is gonna happen sometime, someday, somewhere in this some-what screwed place.

I dunno I should be happy for my current situation anot, I'm currently getting along very well with her, I enjoyed the time I spent with her, she enjoyed the time she spent with me and it seems like everything is going very smoothly.

But I feel that I'm starting back my old habit of restricting and confining my whole world to just me&her. I start to ignore others smses, MSN and even block people, become an anti climaxer and anti social in orientation... blah blah blah.

Whatever it is, the only group of people that I will never neglect is my family. I don't need friends in poly and I don't need a big social circle anymore. This is not attitude, this is what I want myself to be as.

I know I may sounds contridicting to my previous posts but this is what I want my life to be now. Thanks for all the friends that is by my side, I will not forget those who is always there for me and will always treasure the friendship.

posted by JosEph`- @ 11:59 PM