Jos.was.here.

Year 2005

Sigh, just couldn't enter my sleep. Seems like there's something bothering me again. I guess it's about the attitude of my Scouts. It's their recruitment and we Venture Scout has to push them hard for it. I remembered 2 years ago when I was a Patrol Leader, there's no such services! We planned everything ourself and hold our own recruitment.

Year 2005 is about to end and I can't imagine I'm going to be a J1 student next year. I still don't have the urge to report to IJC on 3rd Jan next year, can anyone motivate me? Just couldn't imaging the type of life and challenges I will be confronting next year. The whole of this year was indeed a new challenge that I have successfully countered. Firstly, with the arrival of O'level, followed by series of Scout activities when most of my friend are preparing for their exams and lastly, her. It's really not easy to deal with the stress exerted. Well, I still endured my way through and I believe I have also pick up some life skills along the way. My relationship with my friends also became better during these times. Really glad to have true frens around me who went thru thick and thin with me. About her, up up down down I can say.

Year 2006 will be a turning point for me. For the start, I will be dealing with the Scout Recruitment. Upcoming next will be my life in IJC. After which, will be the release of O'level results which I will then choose my school again. From there, my life shall goes on. heh. If I could be able to dump my burden, I will do it before the year closes so that it shall not be forwarded to a new chapter next year. As for her, don't blame me if I never live up what I once said and promised, cox' I have found my real life which is worth pursuing for. Hope you are reading this.

A new year, a new start, lets be optimistic. Hopefully it will be a better year for me as compared to this year. Time to learn.

posted by JosEph`- @ 3:17 AM