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Things shouldn't have turn out to be like this. You shouldn't have treat me so good that makes me fall even deeper. You shouldn't have said those words which is not mend for us to my fragile heart that melts it. You shouldn't have said words that limes my heart.I shouldn't have fall for you blindy eventhough people testify that love is blind, I shouldn't have sacrifies all those time for you eventhough people say that time could change everything, I shouldn't have to expliot frenship just for you because there's a chinese phrase call 重色轻友. I shouldn't have did all this eventhough people claims that you can do everything for the one you love. I shouldn't have put in too much on you when I could be a better student or scout. I shouldn't have act as if I didn't get hurt when my heart is tearing apart. I shouldn't have use my fading smile to cover up my sadness because it makes me look even stupider!
For all, I shouldn't have know you. Maybe it is all retribution because I didn't treat *** the way she deserves in the past.
The cold and silent night yesterday made me felt so lost in life. The lonely junction across the street made me felt that I lost my direction in life. I don't dare to enter my dreamland coz' I'm afraid that when I woke up, I'm not prepared to face life like what I used to be. I idled the night throughout, doing some C5's standard design for the design folio. I thought that the cloudy morning, with a glimspe of sunlight might lead to another path of my life but it was all distrubed by the downpour. The prolonged rain lowered my morale and made my heart felt as heavy as lead. I'm afraid to enter the night because tonight, I will be lonely again.
posted by JosEph`- @ 4:32 PM
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